myjourney

I hate how a feel now; its been a long time since i have write here, but the thing is that I'm not much of a writer and not good expressing mines feelings with words, i just cry, smile or whatever. However i don't have no one right now who to talk to so i guess i just write and express my feelings. Today i feel like SHIT I'm tired, mad, sad all kinds of dark feelings. I wish right now i could be next to him, smiling at each other, he telling me how pretty I am and I telling him how ugly he is; I miss those days when he kiss me and hug me, it made me feel secure and loved. Sometimes i wanna go back and erase the moments i heard him and made him feel useless, cause i didn't meant it. Im so sorry for everything, today i notice that I LOVE U<3>