~Something New. 08/27/2009.
School ends, i got gradurated from high school...Summer ends too.. Now WTF.
i guess i left home and i miss it, but quizas hice una buena decision; im going to college here in midland, texas something i never image i was able to do and now that im here... i miss home.
im like really afraid of whats going to happend now, if i be able to understand the teacher, if im gonna make new friends, i dont know. i really like leaving new experiences but i think this one kinda freaks me out a little bit, i dont even know what to wear when im around of people here, i dont even know if i look good or nice or fine or ok, i dont know if im ok; i think im really afraid of it that i feel insecure of myself, and is strange, i never feel that way , im always very confident of my self, i guess my personality is about to change(i hope not), i really dont know what is going on with me, but i dont feel the same, is really hard & diferent for me out here and tengo muchoo miedooo of what its going to happen and i love taking risk but this is not my favorite one, because im not being negative but i dont know if im gonna be abble to be good enough, i dont know how things work out here.
But tu sabe algoo, now that im thinking why not do it, why not take the risk, i miss home i know is gonna be hard like gelz said, but in the end is for the best soo lets see how it goes.
Love&Kisses, Nicky<3.
i guess i left home and i miss it, but quizas hice una buena decision; im going to college here in midland, texas something i never image i was able to do and now that im here... i miss home.
im like really afraid of whats going to happend now, if i be able to understand the teacher, if im gonna make new friends, i dont know. i really like leaving new experiences but i think this one kinda freaks me out a little bit, i dont even know what to wear when im around of people here, i dont even know if i look good or nice or fine or ok, i dont know if im ok; i think im really afraid of it that i feel insecure of myself, and is strange, i never feel that way , im always very confident of my self, i guess my personality is about to change(i hope not), i really dont know what is going on with me, but i dont feel the same, is really hard & diferent for me out here and tengo muchoo miedooo of what its going to happen and i love taking risk but this is not my favorite one, because im not being negative but i dont know if im gonna be abble to be good enough, i dont know how things work out here.
But tu sabe algoo, now that im thinking why not do it, why not take the risk, i miss home i know is gonna be hard like gelz said, but in the end is for the best soo lets see how it goes.
Love&Kisses, Nicky<3.
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