Friday, October 9, 2009

~Para Tu Amor - By Juanes.

Para tu amor lo tengo todo
Desde mi sangre hasta la esencia de mi ser
Y para tu amor que es mi tesoro
Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies

Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos

Para tu amor no hay despedidas
Para tu amor yo solo tengo eternidad
Y para tu amor que me ilumina
Tengo una luna, un arco iris y un clavel

Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos

Por eso yo te quiero tanto que no sé como explicar
Lo que siento
Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor
Y no hay dudas
Yo te quiero con el alma y con el corazón
Te venero
Hoy y siempre gracias yo te doy a ti mi amor
Por existir

Para tu amor lo tengo todo
lo tengo todo y lo que no tengo también
Lo conseguiré
para tu amor que es mi tesoro
Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies

Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos

Por eso yo te quiero tanto que no sé como explicar
Lo que siento
Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor
Y no hay dudas
Yo te quiero con el alma y con el corazón
Te venero
Hoy y siempre gracias yo te doy a ti mi amor

I MISS U<3.

I hate how a feel now; its been a long time since i have write here, but the thing is that I'm not much of a writer and not good expressing mines feelings with words, i just cry, smile or whatever. However i don't have no one right now who to talk to so i guess i just write and express my feelings. Today i feel like SHIT I'm tired, mad, sad all kinds of dark feelings. I wish right now i could be next to him, smiling at each other, he telling me how pretty I am and I telling him how ugly he is; I miss those days when he kiss me and hug me, it made me feel secure and loved. Sometimes i wanna go back and erase the moments i heard him and made him feel useless, cause i didn't meant it. Im so sorry for everything, today i notice that I LOVE U<3>

Thursday, August 27, 2009

~Something New. 08/27/2009.

School ends, i got gradurated from high school...Summer ends too.. Now WTF.
i guess i left home and i miss it, but quizas hice una buena decision; im going to college here in midland, texas something i never image i was able to do and now that im here... i miss home.
im like really afraid of whats going to happend now, if i be able to understand the teacher, if im gonna make new friends, i dont know. i really like leaving new experiences but i think this one kinda freaks me out a little bit, i dont even know what to wear when im around of people here, i dont even know if i look good or nice or fine or ok, i dont know if im ok; i think im really afraid of it that i feel insecure of myself, and is strange, i never feel that way , im always very confident of my self, i guess my personality is about to change(i hope not), i really dont know what is going on with me, but i dont feel the same, is really hard & diferent for me out here and tengo muchoo miedooo of what its going to happen and i love taking risk but this is not my favorite one, because im not being negative but i dont know if im gonna be abble to be good enough, i dont know how things work out here.

But tu sabe algoo, now that im thinking why not do it, why not take the risk, i miss home i know is gonna be hard like gelz said, but in the end is for the best soo lets see how it goes.

Love&Kisses, Nicky<3.